For those of you who commented on my most recent picture, I want to thank you. Your support and advice means everything to me and I appreciate you taking the time to type something. I cannot express my gratitude. Being at the cottage for May run really cleared my head, but everything came rushing back today and I feel even more crappy than I did before. I just want to curl up in a ball and die. There's also some other things on my mind so that's not helping.
I'm sorry. I'm normally a happy person. I promise I'll be happy again. It'll just take some time... In the mean time, I'll just act happy for your guys' sakes.